Explanation: Me and Todd are pretty much over. Since we broke up at the beginning of January there has been this lingering half-relationship going on and that has been really difficult. But I've given everything I had to give to our relationship to the point where I was completely bled dry, so now, I have to move on. Bizarrely, I feel okay about this. The last few months have been so hard and I just feel relieved that I'm not going to be in that situation any more. I don't know what will happen in the future. In an ideal world everything will get better and in a few years from now we'd get back together. But the world is never ideal so I don't know if we will even be friends. I hope we can be eventually though.
Really, this has been quite the ride, and I don't regret a thing. <3
In other news, I've taken up drumming again and I'm really enjoying it! I'm a bit rusty, especially when it comes to doing fills, but I don't think I'm doing too badly. :) Also hoping to go flying this week, and meet up with some friends. Speaking of which, I went out to see "Push" at the cinema on Saturday - if you haven't seen it already GO AND SEE IT. The synopsis does it absolutely no justice; it's very deep, political and artistic, the characters are strong and well-acted, the plot is amazing, and the soundtrack is fantastic. I give it five stars! And if you know me, that is a VERY rare thing. Seriously, go watch :D
Planning to post some pictures this week. Of what, I don't know, but meh I'm sure I'll find something. Sorry for not blogging much this month, needless to say, it's been very difficult, but now that I'm feeling a bit better I'm going to be writing more often I think. :) Laters!
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