Haven't been feeling too good these last few days. My grandad got his MRI results back and unfortunately there isn't anything the doctors can do for him... He was diagnosed with cerebral atrophy, so the changes in him can't be reversed. His depression might get better though, if only he would try. It's just kind of hard because he's so disinterested in all of us. I'm starting to accept it though. The last couple of days since I wrote I have been really emotional about it but now it's kind of like, well, this is how it is so I guess I'd better get on with it. It could be a lot worse.
Plus I am getting kind of nervous about Boxing Day. I'm going over to Todd's to meet more of his extended family; problem is, I always get tense and feel threatened in crowds. It's something I still need to work on but I find it quite difficult, and things between me and him still aren't 100% from my point of view... I'm planning on calling him up later today to try and sort things out, though.
I can't believe how quickly this year has gone by. I haven't finished reading through my diary yet, and I only have like 11 days to do it. Eeep. Better do some of that today when I've finished tidying. Toodles.
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